I love you mom with all my heart, I can't believe that you are gone, I will never get to hear your voice or here you tell me that you love me, even though I know that you do. It's just not the same. No more sneaking in the house while you are Sleep and waking you up to climb in bed with you or laying my head on your lap like I always used to do. It hurts so much to think of all this its just doesn't seem real that you are gone, I wish it was all a dream and I am soon going to wake up. I am trying really hard to remember all of the good things and the memories that we shared, like how you were there when Marah was born, or how you came to my graduation, I guess I just want to be selfish and have you back. I know I should be greatful for the time that we have had, I know others don't even get that. I love you with all my heart always and forever. I love you, Xoxoxoxo Love always, Crissy